Tell my mother that I love her dearly, and tell my father that I need him back again.

26 years ago, my mother was dressed in white Both her and my father said "I do", and I think that its amazing that they are still married. Even though, today they have an ocean and half a continent between them, they been at each others side for more the quarter of a centuary. I hope they will always be happy together. 

 

I guess its quite ironic that it is me, out of most of the people i know, that has the least believe the consept of everlasting love.
Do you know what i believe in?
Randomness, Coincidenses.
On both of the to days of the year I consider the most romantic ive met mr x. today, and it was how I prefer it to be; friendly. He made me laugh, and its always easyer with laughter. I just wish I could have seen him yesterday, he looks so good in a suit. but then again; who doesnt?
But the fact that I met him on both this days; I wish it was a sign. I wish I could believe it had some cosmic meaning. Its not, its just the fact that two people who lives within a relativly close proximity to each other are doomed to run into each other on certan days. At the buss that travels past both our homes, at the store that we both live closes to.. Beside, this town isnt that big.
I guess what Im saying is that you can find signs in everything if you just look hard enough.. You can find patterns of what ever you want if you just try. Seriousy, in math, even randomness is considerd a pattern..
Still, sometimes, and just sometimes, I wish i wasnt as factual, cold-blodet-sientistic and realistic as I am. I guess thats why thet say "ignoranse is bliss". But im geting to sentimental, as usual (and if you want, I can tell you the most likley way that evolution made me this nevrotic mess.. It does infact have a fundamental function for survival, but then again, that is the primary function of evolution.. )


Subject change::
look; pretty flowers(:  and picturse from Japan;

Btw; Im really in a "new york state of mind" now. Im actually considering just ordering tickets after my exames, packing my bags and get lost, all alone, in the big apple. I want to go back to that wonderfull resturant on A-ave, near 2st. I wanna walk trough central park, i want to go vintageshoping in the village, see the wonderfull little park we found somewhere between 2st. and washington square park. I want to cross the brooklyn bridge once again and I want to travel to Coney Island, cause ive never been there.